Saturday, October 25, 2008

09. Once Again

Wow. I am so exhausted at the moment.
Today, my youth group hosted a picnic for newcomers and to just hang outt. That lasted for 4-5 hours..
Then, I went to a North Korea praise & prayer night. Wow. It was amazing. I'm sooo glad I went.
I learned a lot about the things that are going on now, and of the conditions of the people in that nation.
I pray that God will fully release that country from it's oppression & lies. Our brothers and sisters need some change over there. Good & glorified change.

Ahhh..yes. So. It's been kind of a long day?
Haha. Mind you, I actually enjoyed every bit of it. It was pretty exciting..hm.


But y'know..I feel sorta hollow [oh snap. that rhymed. haha].
As if something's not right? A part of you was kinda left where it was?

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Am I making any sense at all? Ahh..
Well I don't know. I just feel super empty right now. Not spiritually or anything, just sorta..empty.
Things are going so well in life right now, but I just feel that way, like something is missing from my life. Ha. it sounds so cliche but it's true. I feel as if I am realllly lacking something/someone.


Ah booo. This bites. I hate feeling this way..and I thought I was all better. Ha.

Once again, Jesus, I ask you help me to not feel this way anymore, that you fill this void inside of me. I just really need you right now.

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