11. Puffs

My best friend at the moment is Puffs.
You know..the tissue brand :)

I'm currently deathly ill and feel like my head is about to explode.

Yeah. It pretty much sucks :/ Anddddd, I was invited to a costume party this weekend. Um, but I don't think I'll be able to wear a costume. AND I FOUND A SUPER CUTE ONE. Rawr. Hopefully, I'll get better by the end of this week.. :)



Oh yes!
I'm also working on another song at the moment.



Actually, like two..haha. I have two different chord progressions ready, but I feel like they're my choruses...I think I tend to start creating my choruses first whenever I start a song.

I'm also have the progressions, and since I'm taking music theory at the moment, I'm trying to follow the rules. Rawr, but the way I play...I basically break all the rules. HAHA.


..What a rebel I am ;)


Ah, but the only frustrating part right now is that I can't seem to get the lyrics. Nothing is coming to me. My head is a total blank. I sit down before my piano or guitar or keyboard, whatever, and...nothing comes.
Before, words flowed out easily. I had a song before me in 10-20 minutes, but now, I'm staring at a blank lyric-less page for an hour...and still nothing comes. Arg. You don't know how frustrating it is..or maybe you do.

Maybe it's 'cause I'm thinking too hard about making the perfect song. Maybe it's because too many things are consuming my mind at the moment. Maybe it's not the right "season." I have no idea. I want inspiration. I want words to flow out onto the page, but want them to mean something.

I know what I want to talk about, express and convey, but...the words don't seem right. Not strong enough to embody my emotions and thoughts. Frustrating? Yes.



Well, I guess for now, I'll just hang out with my Puffs and sit down with my tea, hoping for something right to write.