10. Seventeen

I've turned seventeen just recently, but I don't feel very different.
I don't feel like I'm older in any way. I just kinda feel like I'm still sixteen at the moment.

Strange? Not really.
Haha. I think most people don't feel a year older when their birthdays come around. Hm.
But then again..I guess you'd need a year's time of being "x-age" in order to feel that age.
And the process starts all over.

Well, I'm dwelling upon this subject of age, because well..my mom had a fit with me yesterday about how I wasn't acting my age, and how I should "grow up and mature like the rest of the world."

..
Yeah. I basically felt like trash and crap after that. Ha.
Greatest feeling ever huh?


Mmm. Well yeah.
I AM seventeen now. Been a month..oh gosh..a month..but I know I should change.
But then again..you can't really force change can you? Can you make it happen? Will it to happen?
AH. It's time I should change. Grow up. Mature. Think like an adult 'cause next year I AM one.



[sigh] This bites.